Grab Life by the Horns and Ride

So it has been a while since I have set down and wrote but I have been very busy. Besides it is not like I have a huge list of people reading my blogs. So with that said, for the one(s) that do it is high time I blog. So my job did not end up working out. Bottom line is this. I already had a full plate but wanted more (financially). However was suffering, and the most important I hardly saw my monkey, I realized it was not worth it.

So now life is back to normal. Actually I have already grabbed life by the horns and taking the ride. I first got my house cleaned. Then I became the mom that I was before. My son is doing a lot better now and he has stopped acting out. I am caught up with my school work and currently have a 100 in my new class. I ended out my last class with a 95.8 so not bad. I have started going back to church and am really liking this new church. It is called Impact Cowboy Church, and it feels like home. The pastor is down to earth with great sermons. He really gets into it and uses things that everyone can relate to so that you can properly understand it. Last but not least, I have started working out again. That is very important to me. I have to continue that adventure until I can meet my final goal weight. It will be a long journey, but a journey well worth the time.

I am finally getting my life where it should be. I have been doing great with school and being a single mother. However, there were things missing. First is my happiness. But I new to be happy I needed to start working out again and going to church. Working out makes me feel better about myself. The feeling I have after I get done with a good sweat is awesome. Everyone needs a closer relationship with God but I am starting to think that I was green broke and put out in the pasture. So I am changing that now. I have to learn to hand it all over to God and fully rely on him.

On that note, there is a special person in my life. He means a lot to me, however, it is a long distance situation right now. I am hoping that in the near future that will change but I will know in the next week to few weeks. I know that at the end of the day God has a plan for me. I feel that if it is meant to be it will happen. I think that we are both putting into this right now, and if we both want it we can make it happen. However, if it does not work out then that is how it is meant to be and I have to move on. I know there is a guy out there for me, but maybe I just do not know it yet.

On another note, Monkey had his sleep study and we should have his C-Pap in the next couple of weeks. He has his MRI coming up soon and we will know in 24 hours if he has a neurological issue. I am surely ready for those results.

Well it is about time that I go ahead and end this, I have some things to do before bed. So goodnight and til next time.